Saturday, April 10, 2021

OpenNotes Mandate: A Box of Chocolates

Sometimes cans get kicked so far down the road that we forget about them. Such is the case with a 2016 federal Health Information Technology mandate known as the 21st Century Cures Act Info Blocking Rule, advocated by a non-profit organization known as OpenNotes. The Final Rule ostensibly is designed to give patients secure and free access to almost all of their electronic health information (EHI). The deadline for implementation of the “Information Blocking” rule was set for last November, but was delayed at the request of the American Medical Association and other medical organizations until April 5, 2021, primarily due to the COVID-19 pandemic.

 

The rule states that eight types of clinical notes can’t be “blocked” and must be made immediately available to patients: consultation notes; discharge summary notes; history and physical; imaging narratives; lab report narratives; pathology report narratives; procedure notes; and progress notes. Some notes, such as psychotherapy notes and information “compiled in reasonable anticipation of, or use in a civil, criminal or administrative action or proceeding,” are exempt.

 

It is certainly not a bad idea for patients to have access to their medical records. The OpenNotes organization promotes research showing that when health professionals offer patients and families ready access to clinical notes, the quality and safety of care improves, costs are lower, and communication and engagement are enhanced.

 

So how does this OpenNotes concept of immediate access to medical records work in my clinic? Though my Cancer Center electronic medical record (EMR) has allowed patient access via an online portal since 2014, I can count on one hand each year the number of patients who actually care to access their chart. In a rural, less educated region where computer savvy and broadband access are limited – especially in a typically older cancer patient population – patients often don’t have the means or the knowledge to look up their records on a computer. Many don’t even have a smart phone.

 

Still, some patients are quite computer literate. In the best of circumstances, I have patients who come from other hospitals – facilities in the Texas Medical Center in Houston, for example – who can access outside lab and x-ray reports on their iPhone while sitting in my office. That can be such a timesaver, especially when calling physician offices and medical records departments is a hit-or-miss, time-consuming operation. Fax machines, an unreliable relic of the last century yet still the main means of sharing documents in a HIPAA-compliant fashion, are too often offline or busy.

 

But this OpenNotes mandate is like Forrest Gump’s proverbial box of chocolates: “You never know what you're gonna get.”

 

Scott MacDonald, MD, an internist and electronic health record medical director at UC Davis Health, notes that there are sensitive issues, such as with adolescents and reproductive health, where "we know that some parents have sign-in information for their teen's portal." With clinical notes now on full display, potential problems "may be out of our control."

 

To illustrate, I have a patient who recently had a biopsy that I ordered. Realistically, I would expect a preliminary result in perhaps 48 hours. Often, particularly detailed pathologic studies can take days longer, sometimes even a week or two. My standard practice is to have the patient come in to discuss pathology results as soon as I receive a printed, finalized copy from the pathologist. In this instance, the patient called my office in a panic the very next morning after his biopsy because he received a text notification on his cell phone – thanks to the OpenNotes mandate – that a new medical record had been uploaded to the EMR access app on his smart phone. He clicked on the link to find his pathology report stating he had cancer. Not knowing how to interpret a pathology report, he assumed from what he read that he had four different types of cancer. Ironically, I was not yet able to access that very report on the hospital’s system. In other words, the patient – and only the patient – had access to some very scary information without the benefit of the customary and compassionate face-to-face discussion where we could explain what it all meant. The doctor-patient relationship was utterly – possibly dangerously – circumvented.

 

Information Technology has become the tail that wags the healthcare dog. Global IT spending is expected to exceed $4 trillion in 2021. The most common complaint I hear from patients about other physicians’ offices is that the doctor never looks at them – their back is turned to them as they face a computer instead of the patient, often charting so-called “quality” indicators that have nothing to do with the current patient visit. I do not have a computer in my exam rooms for this very reason: the patient is here to see me, not the back of my head. Granted, that is a luxury many providers don’t have, given time constraints and crowded schedules. Regardless, providers must remember to keep the patient literally in front of them.

 

How we chart – what language and phrases we use, how we describe complex concepts and procedures – may change as a result of the OpenNotes mandate, as we now are speaking not only to our medical colleagues but to our patients as well. Some would argue – rightly, I believe – that we should have been talking to and writing for our patients and not above their heads all along.

 

Will the OpenNotes mandate end up being a positive thing for patients and doctors? On the whole, I believe so. I appreciate when patients comment that they have read their records. They ask more questions, which lets me know what I have explained well and what needs work. An engaged patient is a good thing. But with every box of chocolates comes the unwanted dud (anything with coconut, in my opinion). We must anticipate these unintended consequences and be proactive with our patients, always educating and ever ready to comfort. Our role as healer may not have changed, but how we do it always will.

Saturday, March 13, 2021

Vaccine Website Up and Running

As of Monday, March 8, 2021, the new online COVID vaccine registration portal is up and running at www.etxcovidvaccine.com. A result of the efforts of a volunteer group known as the Deep East Texas Partnership working with the Angelina County & Cities Health District, the website contains a simple to use bright red link to sign up for the vaccine as well as links to CDC and vaccine information and a link for those interested in volunteering to help with the vaccination effort.

 

The website details who is eligible to be vaccinated – currently Phase 1a (front line healthcare workers and residents at long-term care facilities), and Phase 1b (people 65 yrs. and older and those 18 yrs. and older who have chronic illness; education and child care personnel; employees, teachers and staff in pre-primary, primary and secondary schools; Head Start and Early Head Start programs; and licensed childcare providers). In the first couple of days that the website was live, more than 2,500 people signed up to get vaccinated. For those who cannot register online, they can still call the health district’s Coronavirus Call Center at (936) 630-8500Monday - Friday from 8AM - 4PM.

 

This website and registration process is the result of many volunteers and organizations in the community coming together to implement what arguably should have been set up earlier. This paper justifiably was concerned about the missteps in preplanning for and coordination and implementation of a hub vaccination effort for Deep East Texas. Recently, however, they were unduly critical of what has essentially been a community volunteer effort to make up for lost ground and get a vaccine registration website up and running. I am grateful for the volunteer partnership that quickly raised a quarter million dollars and organized an army of volunteers to increase our vaccination rates. Sincere thanks are due to the TLL Temple Foundation, Angelina College, the Civic Center staff, and the many volunteers who have gone above and beyond to work with the health district, demonstrating what a community can do when it comes together.

 

So how are we doing with the vaccination effort locally?

 

As of March 9, 2021, 18.4% of the total US population has received at least one shot (23.9% of those age 18 and older). Texas is several percentage points behind the national rate at around 15.2% of the total population. In Angelina County, 12,484 people 16 years and older have received at least one dose (14.4% of total county population, or 18.6% of the eligible adult population). Yes, we are a little behind. The convention center hub is vaccinating 1,200-1,500 people a week. They have capacity to increase that number. With local, regional, and state leadership pressing our case, the hope is that a greater number of vaccine doses will be allocated to our Deep East Texas hub soon. After all, Hardin and Orange counties apparently are allocated so many doses that they have opened their COVID-19 vaccine appointments to anyone.

I have been heartened to read that more and more Americans are willing to get vaccinated. A recent Pew Research survey shows that 69% of the public intends to get the COVID-19 vaccine, or already has, up from 60% in November. This is incredibly encouraging news. About three-quarters agree that a large majority of Americans getting a vaccine for COVID-19 (i.e., achieving herd immunity) would help the US economy. We must keep heading that direction! Just this week, the CDC issued new guidance for those who have been fully vaccinated, including relaxed restrictions on indoor gatherings. There is a light at the end of the COVID-19 tunnel!

 

Regrettably, as David French points out in The Dispatch, “vaccine hesitancy breaks down sharply along partisan and religious lines, and that hesitancy is so profound in white Evangelical communities that it could disrupt the quest for herd immunity.” He notes that Evangelical vaccine hesitancy is both an information problem and a spiritual problem, with White evangelicals being the least likely to say they should consider the health effects on their community when making a decision to be vaccinated. As I have urged many times before, loving our neighbor is the heart of the gospel. For true believers, that love requires – no, demands – action. Two obvious and public actions to love others are mask wearing and getting vaccinated. I have been encouraged by those I know in the faith community who, with few exceptions, are planning to get (or have already gotten) vaccinated. In my estimation, Lufkin has long demonstrated that it is a living, loving community, far more willing to help others than most communities. Let’s hope our final vaccination numbers prove me right!

 

The www.etxcovidvaccine.com website will be an ongoing source of regularly updated information about available vaccines, vaccination locations, and the overall eligibility and registration process. Use the website; it is the easiest, most efficient way to get registered. But if you or your loved one do not have internet access, call (936) 630-8500. Either way, get vaccinated as soon as you are able. Together, we will we protect our community.

Saturday, February 13, 2021

Bruised Arms and Bruised Egos – They Will Heal

I have never seen people so grateful to feel flu-like before! Those who have been able to get their COVID-19 vaccinations are happy people. They are proud of their bruised arms and temporary achiness. They walk around with their head a little higher, with a little more spring in their step. It is as if a huge weight has been lifted off their shoulders, even though they still need to be safe.

A sore arm and temporary flu-like symptoms are a small price to pay for extraordinarily effective and safe vaccines. It turns out the Pfizer and Moderna vaccines are virtually 100% effective at preventing hospitalization and death from COVID-19. Out of more than 30,000 trial participants who received either vaccine, only one person became ill enough from COVID-19 to be hospitalized. The Johnson & Johnson vaccine looks to be equally effective at preventing severe illness and hospitalization. For those who have been reluctant to get vaccinated, this excellent news should be quite reassuring.

We are still in the midst of a severe outbreak in Angelina County. As February began, Texas was seeing a 20% decrease in coronavirus cases. However, Angelina County remains in the midst of an “extraordinarily severe outbreak” and at an “extremely high risk” level. Governor Abbott even surged a Department of Defense team to Lufkin to help with our high rate of hospitalizations. Angelina County has had more than 7,350 cases of coronavirus infection since the pandemic began with225 deaths, more than twice the death rate as Texas. Eighty-one of those deaths have been this year.

Unfortunately, most people have yet to get their first shot. They wonder when that day will come for them. The simple fact is, in order to vaccinate more people, we need more vaccine. Much has been made of the delay in getting Lufkin designated as a hub for coronavirus vaccinations, a designation that allows the state to send vaccine in greater numbers than we have been receiving thus far. Our collective frustration arises from the fact that we consider ourselves a healthcare hub for deep East Texas. We have high standards. We know what we can accomplish when we put our mind to it and work together.

Early vaccination efforts were scattershot based on who got vaccine. Each individual entity that received doses – hospitals, clinics like Urgent Doc, the Angelina County & Cities Health District, pharmacies – barely had the manpower to administer the vaccine they were allocated, much less the large volume needed going forward.

As this paper pointed out in last weekend’s frank editorial, we are frustrated that we weren’t one of the first places to be designated a vaccine hub. The hub designation “delay” clarified that communication and cooperation across organizations is an absolute must going forward. Egos have been bruised, not just vaccinated arms. No single person or organization bears all the blame. Lessons have been learned and it is time to move on.

While we were pointing fingers over the hub designation, we overlooked the fact that we are actually vaccinating people at a faster rate than the state and national averages. As of February 4, the day before Lufkin was designated as a vaccine hub, 8.2% of the US population had received at least one shot. Texas was at 7.2%, embarrassingly behind our neighbors New Mexico, Louisiana, Arkansas, and Oklahoma. Yet, 6,384 people in Angelina County had received at least one dose – 9.46% of the eligible population. Even before hub designation, more than 11,000 doses had been shipped to Angelina County since the start of vaccinations. That’s a good start, and a credit to both hospitals, various pharmacies, Urgent Doc, and the health district. But the demand for vaccine is astronomical. Brookshire Brothers – God bless them! – stopped taking names on their vaccination waiting list when an astounding 130,000-plus people had signed up.

Can we do better? Of course. We must. We need to be vaccinating several thousand a week, every week. A fabulous local volunteer effort, organized by Jane Ainsworth and Patricia Jones, will help Sharon Shaw and the Angelina County & Cities Health District get there. Angelina College is organizing staff and student volunteers and offering student nurses to assist with vaccinations. AC’s Krista Brown and Sarah Alvis will help with website and social media marketing efforts once registration and reporting software has been obtained. The TLL Temple Foundation has stepped up to help with that purchase. Rep. Trent Ashby is making sure the state gets more vaccine allocated to us, now that we have hub designation. The more we know, the more we realize this absolutely was going to require everyone’s support. It takes a village to vaccinate a village!

Still, the public needs ongoing information and reassurance. We expect transparent, timely, and reliable pandemic information. The health district, city and county need a designated pandemic spokesperson whose job it is to share facts and educate the public; otherwise, we will be consumed by rumor and fear. What exactly is “the plan” that got us the hub designation? How many are expected to be vaccinated over what period of time? Who goes when? How do people get on “the list” and have confidence that they won’t be forgotten when their appropriate time comes? What are we doing to assure equitable distribution to Black and Hispanic communities and to those who don’t have access to social media and online registration? Tell us, then tell us again; don’t make us beg for information.

I am grateful a more comprehensive vaccination machine is getting ramped up and ready to go, in the end due to the very cooperation, communication, volunteer spirit and get-it-done attitude that make Lufkin and Angelina County a special place to live. We shine as a city and county when we all work together toward common goals for all our citizens. That’s a #LufkinStrong shot in the arm we all need!


Saturday, January 9, 2021

2020, We Are Giving You the Boot

 Are you as relieved as I that 2020 is over? Like the uninvited guest that overstayed a visit, 2020 deserves to be booted out and have the door slammed shut behind her. Good riddance!

2020 was a year of heightened fear and pervasive anxiety. Life in the United States in the 21st century, for most Americans, has been underscored with a sense of comfort and invincibility. We know those in poverty live with the daily anxiety of not knowing where the next meal is coming from. Then George Floyd’s death and the Black Lives Matter movement increased our awareness that many Americans of color – especially young, Black men – live in fear. But 2020 brought a level of fear and anxiety (not to mention death) to a majority of the country to a degree perhaps not seen since WWII. Fear got personal for most of us, in other words. Let’s hope that as the broad population starts to get vaccinated in 2021 and the economy picks up, that fear and anxiety (and the depression that may follow) can start to dissipate.

Last month in this column, I wished for a COVID-19 vaccination for Christmas, not believing that I would receive one that quickly. As it turns out, I got my first dose of the Pfizer-BioNTech vaccine on December 18, one week after its approval by the FDA. Just last night, I received my second and final vaccine dose. Within a week or two, I should achieve maximal immunity. I cannot tell you what a relief it was to get the first dose! Everyone else I talk to who has been vaccinated feels the same way. A weight was lifted off my shoulders. I started to be less afraid, less anxious. It may take time for all of us to recover from what I call PCSD – post coronavirus stress disorder – but we will get there.

Being vaccinated does not mean I can let my guard down yet. Even with vaccines with the very high success rate of Pfizer-BioNTech and Moderna (around 95%), 5% or more of people immunized may still get the virus. Mitigation measures like wearing masks and social distancing must continue for most of 2021 until we gradually can return to a pre-COVID routine, assuming enough people get vaccinated to achieve herd immunity in the population.

Now that healthcare workers are being vaccinated, who is next in line? The federal government has left it up to each state to determine criteria for vaccine distribution. In Texas, the first round (Phase 1A) included front-line healthcare workers and residents of long-term care facilities. Phase 1B is now in process, and that includes people 65 years of age and older as well as people 16 years of age and older with at least one chronic medical condition that puts them at increased risk for severe illness (such as cancer, heart conditions, COPD, obesity, type 2 diabetes mellitus, transplant patients, chronic kidney disease, pregnancy, and sickle cell disease). More information can be found at dshs.texas.gov, including a Texas COVID-19 Vaccine Provider Locations Map where one can find out where to go get vaccinated.

The overall vaccine rollout is not without glitches and controversy. Arguments have been made that the criteria for vaccine distribution and prioritization have not been established to maximize lives saved. And the desire to have 20 million people vaccinated by the end of the year was a gross overestimate (we vaccinated around 2.6 million). That being said, the vaccines are being manufactured, distributed and administered at a pace previously thought impossible; I hope and pray that everyone who is eligible to receive one will take it when their turn comes. 

Let me tell you what else needs to get booted out with 2020: our growing and disturbing willingness to tolerate and believe misinformation, disinformation, and conspiracy theories. There is a serious lack of deep reading and critical thinking today. Sound bites become “truth”, even when the facts prove otherwise. Those very facts are disputed – often viciously – if they come from any source other than one’s narrow list of preferred (and often biased) channels, websites, or Twitter feeds. We are losing the ability to have an honest discussion. Disagreement and dialogue can be constructive; hate never is.

As we give 2020 the boot, we mourn what we lost in 2020. Certainly, many lost jobs and income, and far too many restaurants and businesses closed. Most of all, we lost our people. I wrote in March 2020 that in an ironic twist of fate, it very well may be that the remnants of the Greatest Generation are once again on the front lines and would bear the brunt of the coronavirus disease. To date, 6 out of 10 coronavirus deaths are age 75 or older, and more than 80% age 65 or older. I lament the disdain for the elderly evidenced by the cavalier attitude of those who feel their personal rights and lower risk of severe disease mean they don’t have to be careful. Rugged individualism and love of neighbor do not have to be mutually exclusive. 

Ever, the optimist, I am glad to close the door on 2020 and see what 2021 brings. I look forward to seeing family members I have not seen in quite some time, to travel, and to the return of live performing arts (especially symphony, opera, and musical theater productions). New Year’s resolutions certainly look different this year. Yes, losing the COVID 15 pounds is probably on most people’s list. But I must resolve to maintain vigilance regarding COVID-19 until such time as herd immunity is achieved and the CDC recommends relaxing social distancing and masking. Likewise, I will continue to encourage those around me to get one of the vaccines when their time comes.

Finally, I hope and pray for 2021 that we all take a collective deep breath as we start the New Year. 1 John 4:18 says that perfect love casts out fear. I’ve said it many times: love your neighbor. More than anything, that’s how we can boot 2020 – and the fear and anxiety that came with it – out the door.

Saturday, December 12, 2020

All I Want for Christmas

“All I want for Christmas is a new vaccine…” It has a nice, catchy ring to it, don’t you agree? Though several COVID-19 vaccine successes have been announced, thanks to President Trump’s Operation Warp Speed, it is unlikely any of us will get a shot in the arm until after the New Year. For most, the wait will be months longer.

Sometimes the best presents are the ones we have to wait for. As a child, there was a string of years where my main Christmas gift was late, and I would have an IOU under the tree. Probably the most memorable such present was when I was fourteen years old. I was into photography and wanted an SLR camera, but they were expensive and hard to come by – at least in Midland, Texas. There was no internet shopping in 1975! My father had a friend who was going to Japan (where electronics were cheaper) and he was able to get one shipped to us, but it was not going to arrive by Christmas Day. There’s a reason we use the word ‘ship’ when we talk about package delivery, and the ship with my camera on board took six weeks to cross the Pacific. When that camera finally arrived, I definitely could say it was worth the wait!

Now we all wait on a COVID-19 vaccine.

According to the office of Texas Governor Greg Abbott, Texas is ready. The Department of State Health Services (DSHS) developed a Vaccine Distribution Plan and is working with health care providers to enroll in the DSHS Immunization Program to be eligible to administer these vaccines once available. Over 2,500 providers have already enrolled in the program. The Texas Division of Emergency Management (TDEM) is prepared to assist the swift distribution of COVID-19 vaccines and treatments.

I have followed the COVID-19 vaccine development and approval process for months now. I can tell you I will be 100% confident in any vaccines authorized or approved by the Food and Drug Administration (FDA). FDA Commissioner Stephen Hahn has written, “We are committed to expediting the development of COVID-19 vaccines, but not at the expense of sound science and decision making. We will not jeopardize the public’s trust in our science-based, independent review of these or any vaccines. There’s too much at stake.”

As a healthcare worker, theoretically I’m slated to be in an early cohort to get vaccinated. I haven’t heard any local details yet. The job of deciding “who goes first” falls to the DSHS COVID-19 Expert Vaccine Allocation Panel (EVAP). A Guiding Principles document recommended COVID-19 vaccine allocation be based on the following principles: protecting health care workers; protecting frontline workers; protecting vulnerable populations; and mitigating health inequities. The process is to be data-driven, geographically diverse, and transparent. The DSHS document goes on to describe in greater detail who the First and Second Tier health care workers are in Phase 1A. 

It is difficult to argue against prioritizing healthcare workers, first responders, and even residents of long-term care facilities, who have been devastated by COVID-19. Some have expressed concern about nursing home patients being in the first group because they are elderly and may not tolerate the vaccine as well. However, vaccine trial participants have come from all age groups. And though each vaccine is different, the general consensus is that vaccinating older adults against COVID-19 is safe and effective. I was heartened to read recently that the three living former presidents – Bill Clinton (age 74), George W. Bush (age 74), and Barack Obama (age 59) – have said they would be happy to get vaccinated on camera to show that it is safe and to encourage others to get it. As I called for months ago, I hope President Trump (also age 74) is first in line. We need the unified endorsement of politicians across the political divide to encourage a significant majority of people to get vaccinated.

One particular group that should be vaccinated sooner rather than later is our prison population. Texas inmates and staff tested positive for coronavirus at a 490% higher rate than the state’s general population. Eighty percent of people who died in jails from COVID-19 were not convicted of any crime. Tragically, almost 6% of the prison population at Angelina County’s Duncan Unit, a geriatric prison, has died of COVID-19. That’s one out of every 18 inmates dying in the span of five months. If we are truly concerned about vaccine distribution being equitable and just, our prison populations must not be forgotten or ignored.

As a Texas local public health district, the Angelina County & Cities Health District (ACCHD) under the leadership of Sharon Shaw actively participates in all state and federal COVID-19 vaccine calls. They have a task force represented by hospitals, pharmacies, physician clinics, and long-term care facilities to coordinate local logistics and planning efforts for vaccine delivery. The Coronavirus Call Center at (936) 633-6500 continues to take calls regarding COVID-19 testing, quarantine guidance, and, when available, vaccine information.

Despite the catchy Christmas tune, I long ago stopped wishing for two front teeth. But my Christmas wish for a coronavirus vaccine is about to be granted. I just have to wait a little bit longer. Who knows? It may be the best Christmas present ever!

Saturday, November 7, 2020

Changing our Focus after the Election

 The 2020 election is over. We’ve made our choice for the top of the ticket and any number of other down ballot races. It may be we still don’t know the outcome of the presidential election when this column is printed. Regardless – hear me now! – life must goes on. 

By life, I mean in areas like work, family, worship, and commerce, of course, but also volunteerism and philanthropy. All of these are people-driven, relationship-driven activities, or in the case of our service to others, neighbor-driven. We are learning that we can be COVID-careful and still be caring. We cannot let fear paralyze us into ignoring the needs of those around us. 

Unfortunately, the recent end-of-the-world rhetoric from both sides of the aisle leading up to this election has been way over-the-top scary. One of the last Gallup polls prior to the election showed that nearly two-thirds of voters are afraid of what will happen if their candidate loses. At the same time, both parties are underwater when it comes to favorability. If the Gallup poll is correct, most of us have been not merely concerned, but downright it’s-going-to-be-the-end-of-the-world-if-we-lose afraid; yet, we don’t trust either party to be the solution. 

It is time to take our gaze off the White House and look around our neighborhoods and at ourselves. We must be the solution we want to see in Angelina County. How about supporting the wonderful businesses and non-profits that serve and minister in our community? Don’t just give money (but do that, please). Volunteer! 

There is no question that our ability to volunteer in person has been hampered during the pandemic. Even so, more than 200 First Baptist Church members, organized by Minister of Missions Walker McWilliams, worked throughout the community last Sunday – socially distanced and masked – in their fourth annual Love Lufkin day.

Folks, hunger hasn’t abated. In fact, during the pandemic food insecurity has gotten much worse according to those on the hunger front lines like Captains Cavon and Jenifer Phillips with the Salvation Army. Prior to COVID-19, they fed on average 100 people a day. Since the pandemic began, they are feeding 350-400 people a day, and at one point it was up to 600 a day. In addition, they have seen an exponential increase in rental assistance requests. These two saints do phenomenal work and would love to have your volunteer help and financial support. You can donate online at https://www.salvationarmytexas.org/lufkin/ or sign up to ring a bell during their Red Kettle Campaign at www.registertoring.com. 

Another local saint that can use all the help she can get is Yulonda Richard at the Christian Information and Service Center (CISC). Prior to the pandemic, CISC was seeing an average of 17,000 people per month. Since March, her mostly elderly volunteer base has had to stay home for their own safety. CISC is only able to be open three days a week now. They are still helping around 7,400 people a month and making deliveries as far away as Zavalla to those who have no other way to get food. And they continue their back-pack buddy program which provides weekend rations for school children all over the district. Yulonda told me, “It takes a village to raise a child but it truly takes the love and kindness of Angelina County to help our neighbors in their hour of need.” Thank her by mailing a check to CISC at 501 S. Angelina St, Lufkin, Texas, 75904.

With Thanksgiving just around the corner, let’s not forget the wonderful legacy of the late Rev. Bettie Kennedy and the Community Food Drive, so ably run each year by Bruce Love. In years past, they have distributed 2,000 Thanksgiving meal boxes to families in need. Even with COVID-19 affecting volunteer participation opportunities and logistics, Bruce still plans to distribute 1,000 Thanksgiving meal boxes this year. Send Bruce a Thanksgiving-sized check to Community Food Drive, 1508 S. First St, Lufkin, Texas, 75901.

I still remember as a child reading Corrie ten Boom’s biography, The Hiding Place. Her family’s story of sacrificing their safety (and for some, their lives) to hide Jews during the Nazi invasion of the Netherlands was profoundly inspiring. At great risk and despite constant fear, they practiced love. 

Still afraid of what the election results may bring? Let’s stop wringing our own hands and start holding the hands of those around us. The peace that comes with helping others can heal any troubled soul. That is a choice we can all vote for!


Saturday, October 10, 2020

2020 and Coronavirus Fatigue

I’m tired. I’m tired of 2020 and COVID-19. 2020 has certainly been full of meme-worthy events, but the pandemic has loomed over them all. I vacillate between exasperation and calling people out for not wearing masks, on the one hand, and resignation on the other. Anger? Depression? Mostly, I’m just tired. 

I worry about friends who have had or will catch COVID-19. I grieve for those who have lost friends or relatives to the disease. I wonder if – no, when – I (or a family member) will catch it, and how severe the illness will be. I think we all suffer from a sense of impending doom.

I’m tired of trying to figure out why some people think they have a right to endanger others by not wearing a mask or social distancing. Would they also get drunk and drive? This selfish hubris is bald hypocrisy when practiced by those who conflate Christianity and partisan politics, whose insistence on personal rights and worship of Trump evidently are more important than loving their neighbor. (See there? I am getting angry again.)

And now that Trump has COVID-19, the politicization of mask wearing by some on the right has been countered with a celebratory “I-told-you-so” attitude by some on the left. As one observer said, referring to all the warnings about how cavalier the Trump White House has been about masks and social distancing, “There is no joy in being right.” My private prediction that Trump – if he got out of the hospital fairly quickly – would turn around and say, ‘See? This coronavirus isn’t that bad!’ came true. I do hope and pray he continues to a full recovery. But I am so very tired of the scientific community having to clean up after Trump’s ignorant and dangerous medical beliefs and statements.

Elisabeth Kübler-Ross famously described five stages of grief that terminally ill patients experience when faced with their impending death. These stages – denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance – have since been used to describe our emotional processing of any loss or tragedy. Or, in the case of 2020, an entire year. Kübler-Ross’s stages do not have to be experienced in the commonly stated order. And those stages, it seems to me, can be seen in our national narrative and psyche as well, not just our individual lives. The United States is reeling from successive, seemingly unrelenting blows (hurricanes, wildfires, protests, murder hornets, the pandemic, etc.), staggering between anger and depression – as I have been personally – or grasping at national denial and bargaining, depending on the day. 

My wife tells me how homesick she is for the life pre-pandemic. I find myself overeating as an escape from the relentless bad news cycle. I can tell I’m not sleeping as well, either. Are you tired as well? How are you handling 2020? We all need to be mindful of how we handle stress and depression. Relying on alcohol, marijuana, or other drugs is not appropriate coping, yet drug and alcohol use are on the rise. Mental health and alcohol and drug abuse organizations – Burke and the Alcohol and Drug Abuse Council of Deep East Texas (ADAC), for example – are here to help. Don’t let yourself spiral out of control. If you are having a mental health emergency, call Burke’s 24-hour crisis line at 1 (800) 392-8343. For ADAC services, call 1 (800) 445-8562 or (936) 634-5753 to schedule an appointment.

Regardless of the sequence or magnitude of the stages of grief, the goal for resolution and healing – individually as well as nationally – must be some movement toward acceptance. In the case of the pandemic, that acceptance ideally should include an acknowledgement of the reality and severity of the illness and the need for at least a basic individual and communal response (hand washing, masks, social distancing), even if we don’t always agree on broader, more complex issues, like how and when the economy or the schools should open up. We must accept that the scientific community is not out to derail the presidency; rather, to save lives.

2020 will come to an end. On December 31 at midnight, we will sing Auld Lang Syne and gratefully close the book on the year. Not so fast with the pandemic. A safe and effective vaccine may still be a ways off. Though we are all tired (and occasionally angry or depressed), we cannot let down our guard as individuals or as a society. Let’s move beyond denial, anger, bargaining and depression and toward acceptance, including acceptance of and care for each other. We have so many strengths as community, and we need each other now more than ever. Together, we can do this. The ancient prophet Isaiah could have written for today: we must renew our strength, to run and not grow weary, to walk and not be faint. And while we are at it, let’s not forget to love our neighbor as ourselves.